Trying to Keep Myself Busy

I’m trying to keep myself busy, though I’m really busy, just to temporarily forget that my Tito is now (had to face the truth) with the Lord. I don’t want to think that he’s totally gone, his body maybe physically, but his presence still lingers in our minds, all the trials he went through before he left and all the memories he left us. I don’t know how exactly will I describe it, but I think all of us in our family are still in denial, trying to put back our thoughts in reality.